27.6.11


I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did: You fell so hard. I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far.
Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk.
Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side. So I don't get hurt.
Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid.
I lose my way, and it's not too long before you point it out.
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes, I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh. Every day of my life, my heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with.
I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep.
I was so young, You should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else, You just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.

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